On nights like this

I just dream with my eyes open

Am i just a strange looking duck

or am I chosen?

As hard as i work i could go harder

If im honest i could really hit these goals harder

Is it a curse? i'll never know till i surface

If i give my all then its always worth it

I dont want the fame

I just want the money

died to me then born again in you

ive seen too much to let them take my soul from me

I dream of days when i go to sleep making music

and i wake up to write the verse

When my ideas wake me up in the morning

So on Sundays its not such a sacrifice to go to church

I want my family to show the world they were right for believing in me

I want to show God that i can finally see what hes seeing in me

I just want to make music that people fight to, write to, love to, fuck to,

Want you to listen to my music and change states..i want to

Elevate the frequences we vibe to

Im going to be more

I have to work harder

I wont stop

same time trying to fix myself

Trying to be better for her

making friends with my demons

Praying to God

that whatever version of my life this is

the ones i love the most never see any harm

and if i can get stronger can i do it without the pain?

and where there is pain let me be all i need to be in terms of grace and strength

may the smiles outweigh the tears

and may nothing ever happen that takes the flavour out of this world

Thank you