On nights like this
I just dream with my eyes open
Am i just a strange looking duck
or am I chosen?
As hard as i work i could go harder
If im honest i could really hit these goals harder
Is it a curse? i'll never know till i surface
If i give my all then its always worth it
I dont want the fame
I just want the money
died to me then born again in you
ive seen too much to let them take my soul from me
I dream of days when i go to sleep making music
and i wake up to write the verse
When my ideas wake me up in the morning
So on Sundays its not such a sacrifice to go to church
I want my family to show the world they were right for believing in me
I want to show God that i can finally see what hes seeing in me
I just want to make music that people fight to, write to, love to, fuck to,
Want you to listen to my music and change states..i want to
Elevate the frequences we vibe to
Im going to be more
I have to work harder
I wont stop
same time trying to fix myself
Trying to be better for her
making friends with my demons
Praying to God
that whatever version of my life this is
the ones i love the most never see any harm
and if i can get stronger can i do it without the pain?
and where there is pain let me be all i need to be in terms of grace and strength
may the smiles outweigh the tears
and may nothing ever happen that takes the flavour out of this world
Thank you